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29 June Turning 21Turning 21People say 21 is the age where you grow up and have many more responsibilities, Some say growing a year older is frustrating, But there's something good about 21, You can do the things you were not allowed to before 21, You are treated as an adult, You learn what it's like to be an adult, But the best thing about 21 is not the freedom, It's about knowing the sweetness of the people who love you, Knowing that your parents are trying so hard to let you spread your wings and fly and yet adore you, Knowing that no matter how old you are,you are always near God It isn't so bad after all........ 26 June Reflection~Yesterday I went to Tanjung Sepat with my parents for some sea food. On our way back we take a walk near the Morib. It's a beach~~it was windy the breeze was cooling and refreshing... and I saw paretns and kids playing with the water .. building sand castle, flying kites and swmming and splashing the water...
It make me realize how lucky I am when I am young...
I almost forget I went to Port DIckson, Cameron Highland, Langkawi, Phuket, Tioman, Genting Highland... Taman Negar when I'm young. My parents do send some time taking holidyas and spend it with their children... I almost forget about all that~~
The only thing that come across my mind was work hard when I graduate... for 10 years ... then after that I can spend most of my time with my kids.
I told that. . . when it's our time to be parents... I told DAD " you know.. when I am a parent and you are a grandafather, I guess...you have to bring our kids out .. so that they are not deprived of exposure to the nature beauty~~
where will I be?? I wonder~~ 23 June Passion for somethingHave you ever have some passion and faith for something, I believe everyone does, every one wanted to make some difference for life, things that touches life of others, by the time you leave the world you want to have leave something that people remember who you are.
I seen alot of parents who worked very hard just to provide the best for their kids, and sometimes accidents happen.
I heard from one of my family collegues, who their mother works her best to provide the education fees for the son from Australia (didn'tquite remember) Though her mother wishes her son to be a doctor, but things just don't turn out the way to be.
The son came back for holidays for a week in Malaysia, and in the weeks, a car accident happen, and the son was gone forever, he have only 1 more years of study before he graduate to become a legally doctor. Yet, luck wasn't on his side.
I think the worst lost was to the mother, it was never nice... it was so terrifying and heartbreaking.
Her son, her dreams of looking his son to be a successful doctor, all shattered and gone to the grave with his son.
We might as well appreciated the people around us, we never know when, but we KNOW we can at least appreciate and care for them now. Today I find some interesting things ....Today I find some interesting things when I was packing and organizing my stuff inmy cupboard. This idea just come across me to make writting journal, and my childhood memoirs as part of my life and lifetime passion and my hobby.. I am sure that another 20 years down the road, there still more adventure in my life.
So let me just fill you in with some of the beautiful things I wrote last 3 years, it was just part of the essay... Here how it goes.. you guys figure out the stories itself.
Here is the start of another part of my tory telling. Today my mother was a professional insurance agent. having been in the business for more than 5 years she is a successful career woman, my mother have to leave the house almost the whole day because her job requires it including my father. Both of them arealways outside the house, so I'm left with a whole lot of house hold chores from cleaning the whole house to preparing the meal of the days, not to mention keeping in track with my siblings activities. This is what I call BIG responsibility. With the great numbers of chores devoted to me to be finish, I grew feeling so fed up with it, I started to complainng and think it is unfair to me. Plus in my school homework and study to keep up with my grades, it was hell to me. It was so tiring. You feel heartbreaking when your siblings refused to lend a hand.
You fell more like a maid to the famil y. The one thing I dislikes most being the eldest in the family, you are to be blamed when you brothers and sister pull off something wrong. You are accused of not coaching them properly adn showing immoral examplaes to them, but as long as I bear in mind, I had showed a very good example. My grades are good, I'm independent, and I can run the household chores, I cannot figure out where went wrong. These are the times where tears were my best friend.
Every night I cry myself to sleep, I suffered; I'm exhausted and stress out because exams and household chores altogether make me feels sick. Each time, telling and assuring myself to do better next time and trust GOD because I believe "mistakes are lessons of wisdoms" Hugh White and " the years teach much which the days never know" Ralph Waldo Emerson. Enough of the bad remarks. As an added bonus, being eldest also creates something unique in you. The hardship and endurance that you encounter everyday will coincindently become a loyal teacher to you. It trains you to be self-governing, tough, be proud of yourselves and well prepared for what lies ahead. This is one in a thousand of opportunity no others teenagers will acquire. Although there is, there may be far and few. Well, if you are able to perform the household chores without much difficulty, and if you are a female; I guarantee you will be an excellent housewife if you are wedded in the future and do not forget that's an honor for you in life. It is as well as a gift bestowed on you from GOD.
Well now did you get my point. it doesn't mean having younger brothers and sisters a burden. When you are young it is a blessing, when you are older it may become a burden but as the years pass by, you will find the weight behind your back has become lighter over the years and later gone. The heaviness has vanished because our siblings are fully grown and we are not required anymore. At the moment I hereby define having siblings significantly having a lot of blessings from GOD and the experience is one precious piece of lesson in life.
The End.
SO was it ?? Do you thinks it's beautiful.. I think..
I do THINK it was beautifu.  11 June When u are lost yourself~~I had something to say all this while, people can be optimistic, and yes, everyone have a dream, and sometimes in the midst of all these beautiful dream, we may sometimes lost focus of ourselves.
When we are young, we are told by our parents to asks us what we want in our life, what is our dream , and asked us to go for our dreams, and I notice in the midst of working towards our dreams, minds changes, people changes, because the environment requires us to change, and sometimes we human have to be realistic and give everything a try and open our eyes wide big.
SOmetimes I wonder what school is for, what is the purpose of school , to educate us to be somebody and be a person who gives back to community. That's the problem of our school system, how come they never gives us the necessary knowledges to become millionaires or entreprenaur, why we are always only somebody average and not the famous and popular.
How come we are train to be some profesional who never get to earn millions in a day...
We were stop at where we are.. and that;s reality. Opportunities are everywhere, we want to be better and better, we want to help ppl and everyone around us to be successful , yet we ignore the facts and ignore the reality, it's sad to see that everyone ignore the opportunities that come around us.
Perhaps that is best part to motivate our life, make a difference for our selves, make some big changes.
Give everything around a try and a look
Make ur plans and decision
Start small but never lost the big picture
Always make sure you give ur best and help those besides u to reach their dreams
Always have a back up plans
Most importantly ... remember that you were there before, and you should be grateful and always be humble.
Make changes. Make it happen today.
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